SOS

did it get lost in the mail?......is it being shipped from the 80's??

Answers to all these questions are NO its just down to bad communication of the modern futuristic era we are supposed to be living in. All i want is my new shiny hand set that knows how to do everything..it can live and breath too :/

o why o why to you keep be 'hanging on the telephone' get me my video phone like beyonce said!! there is only one way for it....i shall become my own delivery man and go to the store....to top it off im so indecisive with my decisions....ive picked a phone i dont want anymore :( what you gonna do David you may ask? well people looks like im gonna have to go through the who process and wait......wait for my life in a shiny white case to arrive :)

guy crush

we all have one......we all need one...........heck we all dream a little!! :)

Well one of my obsessions...erm ahem i mean guy crushes is this guy, the one and only 30 something teen.........its 90210's Teddy also known as Trevor Donavan and no relation to Jason or 1980's stone washed denim though i do believe its making a comeback.........anyways back to Teddy :/

Now hands off you West Bev dreamers he is mine :P i know this of course because i have a dream lol

later bloggers xx DC

California Dreams

what......no....you mean...boooooooo

Yes if you didnt realise UK viewers season 3 of our favourite teen 'west bev' drama 90210 (thats right i said teen, teens who look like 20-somethings or in some cases 30-somethings but sshh) has now hurtled to its climax....what was the cliff hanger you may ask?? well for that you have to watch!!

So what am i gonna to with my life now my favorite tellybox show has ended for another year you may ask?? how will i survive without those perfect smiles, glossy locks and those toned hot super human bodies the residents of this perfect zip code give us?? hhmmm well there is only one...or two possible answers :)

Option 1 watch seasons 1 and 2 on boxset though personally i feel season 3 had better hair season 1's hair was a bit rough and ready but its totally awesome :)

Option 2 hit the gym, perfect those smiles and shake that hair of yours like a polarr...wait different subject...:/. Start quoting in everyday life say awesome at least once a day. Now remember what would life be without a little 'pinching of your best friends man' or 'having a bitchy relative who spreads s**t about you' now come on peeps get with the programme!!

now keep it awesome and a little bit rad and keep on smiling because season 4 will soon be with us :)

behind these castle walls

so its been a little while since i got finger happy on here......so whats changed you may ask?? well nothing muchly im still the same old me same old issues new drama old drama and so on...........

What definatley hasnt changed is the word vomit i speak about, i talk so much about wanting to change things in my life but why do i find this so hard?? for me i feel at the moment life is tying me down with massive ropes and boulders of rock....throw in a few iron bars and you have a life sentence i guess lol what ever happened to life is for living and when did work and money take over?? we work to life to buy to keep up with the latest everything and so on etc etc........... STOP!! i say....

I want to be something, do something more to the point!! I think far too much what others think i need to stop that and do what's best for me because sometimes the mental barriers are just as physical and the physical barriers to over come.... im taking my sledge hammer to it all i tell you :)

All jokes aside life should be simple so im gonna try live each day at a time, do things that i enjoy, travel and most importantly find purpose in my life :)

DC

Give up the life you planned and find the life waiting for you....

So again one of my favourite tv shows speaks out to me. When something bad happens in life its so hard and so consuming and it is important to feel these emotions but its also important to move on after and thats were i faulter

As hard as it is we all have to move on at points in our lives, time is the biggest healer of course but as ive just realised the life i pictured has now gone the memories are there but what could have been wont be anymore much as this causes hurt and pain there is so much that awaits.

Love never truly dies but lifes paths changes and switches and nothing is ever certain, so go with it see where it takes us.....

I need to search for the life that awaits me as do we all.......

who said tv was bad for you :) (brothers and sisters season 5 - episode - call mom)

a place and time

there's a time and place for stuff and my time and place requires to find myself where i want to be and do. the clock is ticking and im fast approaching 30 lol

thinking about yourself is one of the hardest things ive ever had to do i have to say but im now in a place where i have to, im so great and attending to others needs and what they want and forget about mine. Well this is my time and space.........................

where do i want to be? what to i want to be? when? these are some of the questions i aim to answer this year :)

A friend made me listen to this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gitIY5hq0Mo and made me realise no matter how much we go through theres always and end but in the end comes a new beginning a fresh start

Hey so i' m back

I've taken sometime of work this week to relax chill and go to the gym but also to appreciate the things around me. You don't always realise what you have and sometimes something happens in life that make you realise. In my case its taking a lot to realise this

Im rebuilding step by step as i grow older and wiser im starting to wonder what it is i want out of life, taking time out to think where i wanna be what i wanna do. Theres so much to see and so much to do and so much to be out there. So many options also so for someone like me this makes it all that more harder lol

I've taken time out this week and taken advantage of enjoying the simple things arounf me such as walks to my favourite parks etc

Im kinda babling now so im gonna go peoples until next time

:)